Sometimes, well, most of the times, people asked me,
"Well, you have the passion in English language, why don't you go for your Master in English language?"
To be honest, I have the intention to actually learn more, but I do not know how to convey my intention to people. Now, I am employed and look for job that fits my mother's heart. Yes, its hard to do that, but in the mean time, I do some sewing and also farm work to support my life.
No kidding and I am not kidding at all.
But after I finished my 1st degree I have this vision of me working and I even took my lecturer's advice to actually work then figure out what I want to do with my life ; study or keep working. But then, I think Allah has better plan for me.
I always believe that everything that happened to me and also to other people has its own hikmah. We Muslim believe in that. Hikmah means good thing by Allah.
And now, I have this small business that I really want to see its success. I am doing a business on clothing. Simple tops with cute embellishments, simple skirt, girl's dresses. I love doing them but then, I really need something that concrete to seal that passion. I really to do that and also I want to pursue my MA degree.
On that note, I will try my very balancing those two passions. In shaa Allah. Allah knows best.
p/s: Allah knows best but we humans must keep trying too, right?