Mum.

Assalamualaikum WBT,

Hi guys! It has been a while *a month actually. 

I am so sorry for not writing any entries. I really-really am busy with life. People might see me as a person who sit around, doing nothing but to be honest, even thought I am not working like the others, my life actually very busy. I have things to do, constantly. Like for this one week started from last Monday, I was home but then, I have to sew. Why? I have a few clothes to make and it is make me very happy. Why? Because I dream is finally come true. Yay! Love it so much. Next week, I am going back to Kuala Lumpur starting working back after a week off. hehe... sounds official right? Yes, love to write that actually.

Now, later this evening, I got a letter from Universiti Malaysia Pahang regarding the job I applied about two months ago. I have decided to actually work with my cousin and pursue my own dreams, start a business and so on, but tonight my mum asked me...

"so, when is the interview?"

"I do not know mum, its on 13th I guessed".

"So, you will going there alone okay?"

"hmmm"

Hmmm was my answer. I do not know how on earth to explain it to her. I do not know how anymore. Please mum, have faith in me. Please. Let me do this, do now doubt me. I will my very best to pursue what I want to do. It is actually my destiny to do this. It is not haram to actually sew. I can make money mum. Yes, I know, every mum would worry to see their kids workless, but I am not. I have job, now. I have job now mum. Yes.

And I am not going and I will start paying my PTPTN loan immediately and I will contact that PTPTN person to actually discuss about make things affordable for me to pay it. Yes. I will. Don't worry mum. I will.

Assalamualaikum WBT

p/s: I am sorry for not writing about English Grammar. Sorry.